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lyrics

i've always been the little kid building castles in the sand just to watch them wash away and as i've grown up, i haven't changed. holding on to all of my mistakes, as misery remained a temporary fix for every mess i ever made when i was too afraid to face myself with anything but hate.

disembody my entire body. i want to withstand the time it takes to foil a plan. when will the fog lift me away?

i spent so many years with my head up in the clouds and my feet fumbling in search of solid ground, a spade to dig me out, a single reason i should love myself. but all that i could see were tarantulas in my dreams spinning webs into silken shrouds and casting all of my doubts into shadows when all i wanted was a hand to pull me out.

so instead, i followed that faded yellow line- a knotted ribbon that led me to indigo skies. for i decided i had grown tired of living my whole life expecting someone else to pull my heart off this dusty shelf.

and on the day i was acquitted of all of my sins, i could have died happy, but I chose to live. because while i’m well aware the world’s a miserable place, i’ll piece together a reason for me to keep on reaching towards a sun i’ve never seen but hope one day will shine its light on me.

"you were sick, but now you're better, and there's work to do."

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from the sun only comes out when it feels like coming out, released February 27, 2015

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